Last night as I was heading to bed well past my normal bedtime, I noticed the orange crescent moon climbing up the red pine tree to the east of our house. I went closer to the window to see it better and a shooting star dashed past. I noted Jupiter and Saturn marching across the sky, and suddenly another star fell straight down, grazing the moon. I felt sucked into the night sky, away from here and now.
I imagined my grandmother, Thelma, also awake late on August 19th but in 1922, looking out her window only a couple of miles from mine, waiting for her first child to be born the next day, my own mother, Vivian. Thelma had been orphaned as a tiny girl and married my grandfather Wilbur at an age we would think young now. After one more long night, she would have a family again.
We had an open house party today at the old school in Freeland, again only a mile from where my mother was born, to mark her 100th birthday. About 150 people attended, people who have known my mother from as far back as the early 1940s and some who met her only last month. Cousins brought tiny babies, passing them from one loving set of arms to the other, held them up next to my mother to take a photo on this milestone day (“You once met a lady born in 1922, she held your hand, here’s the proof!”). I watched as people from different parts of our lives made the connection that they both knew my mother. Planets colliding, stars streaking past.
Today my mother was able to receive the good wishes and love of others, and what an overwhelming and humbling experience that was for her and me. How often have we wished that we had told someone how much they mean to us, but it is too late. Everyone had their chance today, and they arrived with full hearts and words of respect and love.
Perhaps all the unnatural separation we have endured over the course of this pandemic needed to burst today, people wanting to connect again, to have community, to love and be loved.
There were so many people at the party I couldn’t possibly talk to them all, but those who I did speak with (all the time still wearing my mask, because this party was not without risk, something I weighed over and over as I considered planning a get together during a still-active pandemic) spoke of my mother’s inherent kindness, faithfulness, goodness, industriousness. The love for her nearly lifted the roof off the old building, the vibrations of family and community connection humming and dancing through the walls and back up to the sky.
When I returned to PEI 20 years ago, someone remarked I had big shoes to fill, but I know I will never be her, never come close to having her impact, though as her only child, I have certainly tried to model my own way of being in the world on how she has lived her life. She has taught me to think of others first, and to always stay true to what I believe in. To be welcoming, warm hearted, cheerful, helpful and kind. I try to work hard and see the good in others. If I have the choice to do more or do less, I do more. Seize the day, move forward, and laugh.
My mother was tired after all the intense attention when we returned home at 4, but by late evening, reading through some of the cards she received, she remarked that it had been a good day, and she only felt 25, that we must have been wrong about the date. That, dear readers, is how you get to 100.
